Such is the life of a lonely boy. 

Been lying around in bed, thinking about my life. By the way things are going now, it feels as though its about to head to absolutely no where. I’m dreading the day Uni starts again .. I feel as though I’ve completely lost the spark for it. And I just feel like quitting. Which is crazy, cause I remember begging to God that I’d get into this course, and lead one of those lives where an individual turned their hobby into a career. I guess, thinking about the magnitude of competition within the field has severely put me off. In a lot of ways I feel incredibly inferior and wonder to myself if it’s even worth pursuing. But then again, who doesn’t ?